So I didn’t win the position of VP Internals for our club. I’m disappointed because I don’t understand people.

I find it weird that they nominated me for the positions of VP Internals and President when they’re just going to vote for somebody else. Majority of them said they think I will be an effective leader, I have connections especially in the federation, blah blah.

Well, that’s bullshit!

I declined for the position of President because I think there is someone who can handle the club better than me. I was part of the ExeComm last school year and… 

MEH!

I think a conspiracy happened behind my back (which always happens) and….

I AM REALLY DISAPPOINTED.

So this will mean I can not go to the club trainings anymore and be active. I’ll just join another organization since my friends and I have been talking about it anyway. I think I’ll pursue that now. The only thing that was holding me back to join other orgs was because I was part of the execomm.

*takes a deep breath*

This will count as another reason for me not to continue my judo career next year. I’ve done my part already anyway and in months, I can already leave the team.

I’ll leave the club then too :)

Even if they will tell me I’m the only one who can handle the club  or stay in the team because I’m going to be the next team captain…

I DON’T CARE ANYMORE.

Call me bitter but this really annoys me.

Good luck to all of the newly elected officers and I hope you can do something with the club. 

Even if you put me in a committee, I DON’T CARE. I’m starting to become busy because of my course anyway. I don’t need to be part of that shit anymore.

I’ll pay the re-aff fee for just one sem then on the next sem, I’M FUCKING FREE!!!!!!!

I’ve decided not to go to tomorrow’s tournament. I don’t want to meet them yet. I have a reason anyway…

I’ll just pour all this hatred on Sunday to my opponent.

FUCK PEOPLE!!!!!

It’s better to not know about some things because it will only hurt you in the end.